Saturday, May 29, 2010

很久没写部落格了..
最近忙着读书..压力也越来越大..
现在的我什么也不想去想..只想把我的功课搞好..不让父母失望..
父母对我的期望很高..我在那里也会常想念家人..
昨天在我男友的laptop里听到张栋梁的那首'爸爸妈妈'..我听了心里有一种很难形容的思念..
另外,我也不想跟我男友分开..
以前的我,一个月没见到他我也没问题..
现在的我,几个小时的分开我都觉得很辛苦..
真不懂这是好还是坏..
怕有一天感情出了问题,我也不舍得放开他..
不过我可以很确定的是目前我很爱他..爱到无法自拔..
虽然他不是最好的,但他是最爱我的..
最喜欢他对我撒娇的样子,让我很开心..
希望我们能一直一起走下去..
今天也是我们在一起3个月纪念日..

Saturday, May 15, 2010

my new life in KL

last sunday,i ad move my things 2 my new home,TBR..
erm..there is quite comfortable but hot..
of coz is nt exactly lik my actual home so comfortable la..
but i cn stay together v my dear bf..so sweet..haha..
tis week oni honey mood..i start worrying our daily life when start courses..
scared cnt handle properly my studies..
n i dunno y TARC so leceh..other college jus give their student ID card..
bt at TARC we have to do it ourself..funny..
n if without ID card we cnt do anything..
SUCK..cocuriculum oso another things tat worrying me..
if cnt apply cocuriculum we cnt graduate..so gan jiong..
n my school too mny student..so every year mny student from SBS cnt apply cocuriculum..pity~
i hope i'm nt the one..pls~
n the stupid timetable are confusing me..
y cnt TARC jus tell us directly?
on9 check summore gt wrong information..pek cek~

Sunday, May 9, 2010

finally

finally,2day i resigned from popular bbk..
all the experience tat i gain from thr i wont 4get..
of coz..a lot of unhappy things happen at thr oso..
bt,all tat i have 2 forget n start my new life..
2mr i will leave home n stay at taman bunga raya for my whole college life..
bt of coz when weekend i oso will go back my sweet home lo..haha..
i hope i can stand it for my college life..
i will always advice myself never never give up..
dun give up in my studies n my relationship..wakaka..
all i have 2 take care nicely..
TARC,here i cum..whee~

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

今天uncle 10点多来载我。。
到了那里我去daftar拿号码..才知道原来我是sessi2,74号。。
衰咯。。等到很久。。心又一直怦怦跳。。
一直看到别人fail,撞到铁之类的东西,弄到我更怕。。
等到差不多下午3点多才轮到我。。
我心里就想着:“唉,豁出去了”
果然,上山,parking&3 point turn我都顺利过关了。。
真的是谢天谢地。。
之后就等着on the road..
虽然说大路多数pass的,不过如果走错路或撞到人也是fail的。。
我出大路时很多车很难过。。pek cek到~
不过我还是顺利地把车驾回去。。哈哈。。厉害吧?

Monday, April 26, 2010

scared-ing

huh~still left 9 hours nia..
it's my DRIVING test..
last time when undang test i oso got the same feeling..
i scad fail n have to retake exam..
for me it so waste time n money..
i have already out of time..
my L lesen is gonna to expired..
and i lazy to wait wait wait again..
i scad to hear undang,take undang test n hear amali again..
i hate that time..
so i MUST pass my driving test..
go go~haiz..
no energy la..no people support me..
so lonely n scared..
my dad keep on call me dun panik tomorrow..
if not sure fail..
he say last time my sister also fail bcos she too panik..
i must win her..hahaha..
so tomorrow i have to show my best..
but i know where are my weakness..
everytime i cannot concentrate properly..
so everytime cnt success..
yer~y must have test/exam in my life?
from 3 years old onwards,i already have to face many exam..
until now..drive also need test..
all the things in this world must use exam to confirm a person izit?
so weird..anyway,i have to accept..
because i cannot ignore..
if i ignore i dint have any benefit..
so gambateh la..+u+u..add oil..加油..tambah minyak..
if fail..
what should i do?
what can i do?
what i will do?
i think i will kill myself and cry whole day until my eyes bleeding oni stop..
so pls la,GOD..give me pass,k?bless me..

Saturday, April 24, 2010

resigned letter

just hand up my resigned letter..
got a bit lik dun wan to resigned..haha..
i think bcos of all my popular friends..
haiz..i will appreciate the last few days for me in popular bbk..
although just one month++ i work at thr,but i feel sad when i leave..
dun think too much 1st la..
work harder for my last 8 days..hehe..

Friday, April 23, 2010

so happy..
jus cum back from neway v my working frens..
all of us sore throat..
i think 2mr we all cannot talk 2 customer ad..haha..
use hand reaction la..
we just laugh,scream,shout,eat,play n sing for the whole k session..
reali enjoy for the whole k session..
love u all ya..
sing v my sista..haha..
me n sista is the most lik to snap photo among the gang..haha..
eating ice-cream..yummy yummy..bt jus hav 3 flavours..haiz.. inside neway toilet oso got mood take photo..haha.. cute yee wei n crazy vii vian..hehe..