Recently

Recently i'm like parasite..

Everyday at home sleep,eat,online..

Today i very happy..

because mum call me ask my cousin whether got any job intro..

what I happy is mum agree let me stop my studies ad..hehe..

i'm so happy..

tomorrow will go for interview..

Hope I success on it..

Actually got job with high salary waiting me,

but transport is the problem..

so I have to look for a job that the working location is near to my house..=/

Mummy birthday..

22/1/10

Today is my mum 45th years old birthday..

We went i-city BBQ steamboot for celebrate it..

before go out..chik chak..^^

Little bro,Dad,Little sis..

My dad cute rite?haha..

Me and little sis..

Me and sis..

Me and little bro..

Four of us.. we look alike rite?^^

Four of us with mummy..^^

So happy..

Long time din eat together..

We eat until 11 sumthing..

den go and walk around i-city and capture some photo only back..

Enjoy..=)

this few day really busy..

so din update my blog..

19/1/10

today is the first day the jack neo movie:Home coming(笑着回家) on show..

I'm so excited because i like to see singapore movie..

I watch this movie with Wai Kin..

Our show start on 12:30 AM..

He come fetch me on 12:15 AM..haha..

Anyway,this movie is funny and meaningful..

Got chinese new year feel..=)

20/1/10

Have a date with NS gang at sunway pyramid..

Wai Kin be my driver..

We also late for that gathering..

Because morning we follow his mum to PJ yam char v his relative..

And due to public holiday,so traffic jam in car park..

At last,we meet up with 3 of them..

Yap Lay Lay..

Kairy Woo Shuen Hwa..

Tracy Tan..

Feel so sry to Wai Kin..

Make him feel bored..

At last,he go shopping himself..

Four of us go MCD chit chat..

Happy moment..hehe..

Suddenly,heard mny people shout..

The sound is from ice skating there..

We go and take a look..

Got a boy take a bunch of flower and propose to a girl at the middle of the ice skating ground..

Hmm..so envy that girl..

That boy is really brave enough..

He not scared about the failure..

Although many ppl watching him..

So, at last,he success..

The girl approve his propose..

Congratz to them..^^

Four of us..^^

Decision made by Me

I have made my decision to stop my studies..

Everyone is shock and give me advice..

All of them say dun give up easily..

its such a kinda waste if give up now..

waste parents money and my time..

Actually, I really don't like to study..

I konw no one in this world like study..

But at least all of them put effort in..

For me, I din have interest in studies at all..

What is the point if I force myself to continue it?

If I stop now,

I just waste about RM3000++ for my 1st and 2nd semester fees..

I not wish to like my senior..

Many of them study until 5th or 6th semester only wanna to stop..

That time really dunno what to do..

My college fees also sponsore by myself..

I waste my own money..

Just I felt sorry to my parents because dissapointed them..

My parents haven know my decision..

I hope they can support me..

痛苦

昨天, 我去思进家过夜..

我站在阳台, 望着吉隆坡的夜景..

吹着微风..

我应该觉得很享受的..

可是我昨天竟然会有想跳下去的感觉..

圣琛还开玩笑地说: 喂,不要站到酱出去,你不要以为你矮就掉不下去..

说真, 我宁愿真的不小心掉下去..

15楼而已嘛..

半夜, 我竟然又开始流泪..

我不懂要怎样形容自己..

隔天早上,

跟思进,胜文,圣琛吃早餐..

之后就和思进一起等巴士去学校..

等的时候,我一直重复哼着：

放弃你,放弃爱情,放弃了所有权利,

连自己都知道是不公平..

到了学校,

我们去study room温习功课..

突然,

我和思进起了冲突..

听完他讲的话我很想哭..

意志消沉..

他不了解我..

我也不会怪他..

考试时,

我根本没有心..

就是乱写,根本没去思考就出来了..

我不想在考场..

我讨厌那种感觉..

I wish to have a shoulder lend for me now..

For me to lay on it and cry..

I not dare to make decision..

I scared it's a wrong choice..

But,i'm really feel wan to escape from this type of life..

I ask my friend,

should I do that..

They say just follow my way..

But I really cnt..

I have mny reason..

God, pls hlp me..

Now,everynight I have insomnia..

I cnt sleep..

Recently just slp 1-2 hours per day..

I know suicide may not a way to solve problem..

But,it also the only way..

Dye Hair Day

Just finish dye my hair..

I'm the first person dye among housemate..

My new colour: Chiffon Beige..

After I dye,another 5 housemate:

hou yee,

chew yun,

chew tin,

chew woon,

pui ying,

also dye on the same day after me..^^

we help each other to dye,wash and dry hair..

Happy Happy..=)

Before..looks rust rite?xD

After..

Sad

I got confidence to get good result for my MACROECONOMICS..

but..

but..

but..

it dissapointed me..

i think i will fail it..

why?

when i get the question,i just feel wan to cry..

but i still sit inside exam hall until the end..

i cnt change the ending..

but still will feel sad..

3 more subjects to go..

Geram

Geram ar..!!!

Just now got a guy at fb inbox msg ask me wanna earn RM 150 per hour anot?

I din answer him..

He open chat and ask me again..

He say very easy,just be his sex partner..

And he wont tell anyone..

He say he will keep privacy..

Damn!!!

I just reply =.=''' to him..

den he ask me again:u dun like sex ar?

walao..like that also can..

Why dont just find a "whore"..

at least dun need pay for so high..

arghh!!!!

think back really feel like wanna kill him..!!!

First Subject

DATE: 6.1.2011 (Thursday)

TIME: 9am-11am

PAPER: AELE2263 English For Communication

I have finish my english paper..

hmm..the comprehension is about facebook..=.='''

talking about facebook's advantages..

and through that passage, only i know FB is create by Mark Elliot Zuckerberg, a 19 years old student from Harvard University..

everytime just on FB chat..until today i only know FB's advantages..

That letter writing i choose about enquiry question..

I dunno what i'm writing..fine fine..

Essay writing mny ppl choose Question 1,

about gangsterism in Malaysian schools..

first i choose Question 1 also..

write until half way feel that no idea..

so change to question 2 immediately..

Question 2 topic is watching movies at the cinema is better than watching them at home. Do you agree?

I also dunno why i write agree..

maybe recently keep on move to cinema lo..hehe..

bla bla bla..write quite mny page..but, all broken english..

when i finish all the question, i felt quite happy..

because left 4 more subjects to go..^^

Revision

today morning went to college take my exam slip v see jun..

pro ad..tomorrow exam today only go take slip..

whole class just left me and see jun haven take..

after that,we go his house for do revision..

actually we do revision at college study room..

but, my darling go find her bf,sheng wen..

her bf stay together v see jun..

so we plan to study together..

same course do revision together better..

his house is 26 level condominium..

nice view when stand at the balcony..

when i reach his house,

my darling n her bf wan go out eat pizza..

so just left me n see jun at house..

we study MACROECONOMICS..

we study from chapter 1..

only a while i felt i wan slp ad..haha..

i cnt tahan,so use see jun laptop online..

FB again..hehe..

den call my darling buy orange juice for me..

i like orange juice..^^

when darling back,her bf call see jun dota v him..

den just left me and darling study..

this time we study from last chapter,chapter 9..

both of us felt blur because we did'nt attend lecture..

we just highlight some key point..

door open,

see jun's housemate come back..

his housemate also my secondary classmate,sheng chen..

he bring some friends come back do revision too..

his friends is also my secondary classmate..haha..

In that moment,got a feel like our secondary class,

5A4 Gathering..^^

about 4 pm,i felt hungry..

but,no ppl hungry..

so no ppl accompany me go eat..

just wait wait wait..

at last eat some biscuit while waiting they hungry..

haiz..pity..

about 7 pm, we go down mamak enjoy our dinner..

the food there nt really nice..

after eat,me and darling back together..

tomorrow my final exam start,

first subject,

AELE2163 ENGLISH FOR COMMUNICATION..

wish my luck..=)

Single Life

single life again..

my relation always short time only..

分手快乐 祝我快乐..

all my fault..

all my problem..

this time, no reason..

break with peace..^^

today,

One Utama..

movie+eat..

go bowling centre but din play it..

normally for sure i will play..

bt,today sick ad..

flu+sore throat+fever..

suffer..

is it because before exam i must sick?

so weird..

anyway,until now i haven touch my notes at all..

it still at my KL hse..

i din bring back to klang..

before back, went to golden moon cafe..

feed mosquito at there..=(

eat what also no smell..pek cek..

at last, home sweet home..

i reach home safely..^^

1/1/2011

a new start..

morning, cousin date me go sungai wang for buy new year clothes..

she say she fetch, so i just follow lo..

we use about 1 hour to thr..

people mountain people sea..

damn much ppl at thr..

we start our shopping from 3 pm till 6 sumthing..

at last, i bought 4 clothes..

my cousin bought 2..

i gains more than her..wakaka~~

about 6 pm,ian call me and ask me wan go genting for see firework on 8pm..

he say he straight come sungai wang and fetch me go..

i turn down him..

because i rmb my promise v someone..

at night,go for BBQ and wait the person..

but, at last tat person tell me he go maison..==

really get boom..

fine..i'm the stupid wan..

i wont so stupid again..