I wish to have a shoulder lend for me now..

For me to lay on it and cry..

I not dare to make decision..

I scared it's a wrong choice..

But,i'm really feel wan to escape from this type of life..

I ask my friend,

should I do that..

They say just follow my way..

But I really cnt..

I have mny reason..

God, pls hlp me..

Now,everynight I have insomnia..

I cnt sleep..

Recently just slp 1-2 hours per day..

I know suicide may not a way to solve problem..

But,it also the only way..