scared-ing

huh~still left 9 hours nia..
it's my DRIVING test..
last time when undang test i oso got the same feeling..
i scad fail n have to retake exam..
for me it so waste time n money..
i have already out of time..
my L lesen is gonna to expired..
and i lazy to wait wait wait again..
i scad to hear undang,take undang test n hear amali again..
i hate that time..
so i MUST pass my driving test..
go go~haiz..
no energy la..no people support me..
so lonely n scared..
my dad keep on call me dun panik tomorrow..
if not sure fail..
he say last time my sister also fail bcos she too panik..
i must win her..hahaha..
so tomorrow i have to show my best..
but i know where are my weakness..
everytime i cannot concentrate properly..
so everytime cnt success..
yer~y must have test/exam in my life?
from 3 years old onwards,i already have to face many exam..
until now..drive also need test..
all the things in this world must use exam to confirm a person izit?
so weird..anyway,i have to accept..
because i cannot ignore..
if i ignore i dint have any benefit..
so gambateh la..+u+u..add oil..加油..tambah minyak..
if fail..
what should i do?
what can i do?
what i will do?
i think i will kill myself and cry whole day until my eyes bleeding oni stop..
so pls la,GOD..give me pass,k?bless me..