today is me n my bf 100th days annivesary..
actually i should happy..but dunno why whole day i feel so moody..
i no hope he will gift me anything..i just hope he can take care of my feeling..
dunno why i start like to angry to him..dun like to choi him when i angry..
i so scared this situation will maintain for this two years..
maybe i already started dissapointed lo..but i hope that is not the truth..
i support him in everything..i hope he will success in his studies oso..
but dunno why i feel that he very easy will forget me..
i know he vry worry me n love me..but the action is most important..
i cnt see anything..so i seldom feel touch because of him..
that oso the reason why i always so miss the moment in ns..
because at that time i feel that he treat me better than now lo..
now,i scared to call him do things for me..
because i scared he will make me dissapointed again..T.T